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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
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    The lock on the downstairs door is broken of course, and the mailboxes have been looted long ago; the hinges that remain are rusting offIt smells like a urinal in the hallway; the dirty tile of the entrance has absorbed the odors of the leaking pipes, the cabbage and garlic, the grease traps in the plumbing, which no longer workOn your way up the stairs you must lean toward the wall, for the banister is broken and yaws over undependably chloe white like the carcass of a ship rotting on the sandsIn the gray angles where the walls meet the floor you can watch the mice ambling through the dust, the pure and erratic motion of the cockroaches out for a stroll
    The air shaft that connects the bathrooms from floor to floor is filling up with trash and an occasional discharge of garbageWhen it reaches the second story the janitor will set fire to it
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    Casimir ("Polack") Czienwicz, age of nine, wakes up in the morning and scratches his head, sits up on the pile of quilting spread out upon the floor, and looks at the stove in the center of the room, which has gone outThere are three other children besides himself sleeping there, and he rolls over, pretends he is still asleepSoon his sister Mary will be waking, moving about and vintage omega seamaster dressing, and he wants to watch her
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    How are you now? Are you close, Natalie?
    Her smile againDon't worry about me
    He glides through the passage of several neutral minutes, his mind far away, imagining another childThey had the last one after discussing it and agreeing that they wanted a baby, but now he cannot afford another one, and he is wondering if her diaphragm has been set properlyHe thinks he can feel it, which worries himAbruptly, he is conscious of the pressure in his loins, the perspiration on his back, and he halts roughly, relaxing again
    How close are you?
    Don't worry about me, Joey
    He is angry suddenlyTell me, how close are you?
    Oh, darling, I won't be able to tonight, it's not important, go ahead, don't mind me, it's not important
    The bickering offends both of them, makes them coldHe dreads his tasteless isolated throe, knows suddenly that he cannot do it, cannot lie afterwards on his bed depressed with failureAnd he leaves her on the bed, and walks over to the window, staring at the drab parchment of the shadeHe is trembling, partially from cold
    She comes up beside him, nuzzling her body against his to warm himThe caress is tentative, uncertain, and it offends himHe feels her maternalnessGo away, I don't want aa mother, he blurts, feeling doubt and then dread at the awfulness of what he has said
    Her mouth forms in the blank smile, wrinkles suddenly into weepingShe cries on the bed like a little girlHe realizes abruptly after two and a half years of marriage that when she forms that smile she is close to hysteria and terror and perhaps even loathingThe knowledge freezes in his chest
    After a moment he flops down beside her, cushions her head, and tries to comfort her weeping, his numb hand moving over her forehead and face

    In the morning none of it seems so awful, and by the end of a week he has nearly forgotten itBut on his side it marks the end or almost the end of one expectation from marriage, and for Natalie it means she must pretend excitement in order to avoid hurting h
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    "Hush up and take another sip," said ScarlettThank heavens I
    haven't
    got a puny stomach, she thought
    Even the food poisoning from Saint Patrick's Day is over now, or I
    couldn't have enjoyed my dinner so muchShe woke abruptly when
    the
    first red streaks of dawn were on the horizon and ran with frantic
    clumsiness into the small vintage omega seamaster convenience room that adjoined the cabin
    There she fell to her knees and vomited into the flower-decorated
    china
    receptacle of the mahogany chaise priveeShe couldn't be seasick,
    not
    herNot when she loved sailing so muchWhy, in Charleston, when
    the
    tiny sailboat was climbing the waves in the storm, she hadn't even felt
    queasy, nor when it deville watch slid down into the trough of the waveThe Brian
    Boru was steady as a rock compared to thatShe couldn't imagine
    what
    was wrong with her Slowly, slowly Scarlett's bent head rose
    from its drooping weaknessHer mouth and eyes opened wide with
    discoveryExcitement raced through her, hot and strengthening, and
    she laughed deep in her throatI'm chanel top pregnant! I
    remember; this is how it feelsScarlett leaned back against the wall
    and threw her arms wide in a luxurious stretchOh, I feel
    wonderful
    I don't care how awful my stomach feels, I feel wonderfulI can't wait to tell himSudden tears of
    happiness poured down her cheeks, and her hands flew down to cover
    her
    middle in a gucci gucci protective cradling of the new life growing withinOh,
    how she wanted this babyIt would be
    strong, she knew it, she could feel its tiny strength alreadyA bold,
    fearless little thing, like BonnieScarlett's mind flooded with
    memoriesBonnie's little head had fit into her palm, hardly bigger
    than a kitten's
    She'd fit into Rhett's big hands like a gold gucci dol
    2:30 am
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    "Goodbye, Scarlett," said Rhett's sister
    She stood in the door- way to watch Scarlett and her maid and her
    luggage move off down the streetRhett hadn't been so well
    organized
    when he departed late the night beforeShe had begged him not to
    go
    because he'd looked so unwellBut he had kissed her goodbye and
    set
    off into the omega planet ocean darkness on footIt wasn't hard to figure out that
    somehow Scarlett was driving him awayWith slow deliberate
    movements
    Rosemary struck a match and burned Scarlett's note"Good
    riddance,"
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    pulled
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    Miss Eleanor had saidTo think that I didn't even notice when I
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    nowShe hurried up one curving arm of the double iron-railed steps
    and through the opened doorHer aunts and Pansy could see to the
    luggage, she was dying with curiosity about the inside of the house
    Yes, it was pink everywhere-pink and white and goldThe walls were
    pink, and the covers on the chairs, and the draperiesWith hermes bag shiny
    white woodwork and columns, all trimmed with glimmering gilt
    Everything looked perfect, too, not peeling and shabby like the paint
    and fabrics in most of the houses in Charleston and AtlantaWhat a
    perfect place to be when Rhett came after herHe'd see that her
    family was every bit as important and impressive as his
    Her eyes moved rapidly, assessing the value of the meticulously
    maintained pasha cartier watch furnishings she could see through the open door to the
    drawing roomWhy, she could paint every wall of Tara, inside and
    out,
    for what it must cost to gold leaf the plastered ceiling cornersThe
    old skinflint! Grandfather never sent a penny to help me after the
    War, and he doesn't do a thing for the aunts, eitherScarlett
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    If I could find a way, I would keep Melanie out of the Seeker's handsIt would be very hard
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    clouds drifting overhead, I couldn't pull completely free of her dreamsI memorized Jared's face
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    I drove almost blindly along the narrow two-lane freewayThe desert was, if anything, more
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    “Then there are only the tunnels,” said Bourne, “is that right?”
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:38 am
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    I took it out on the back porchThe wind blowing
    in from the Gulf was strong but warm, lifting my
    sweaty hair back from my brow and templesI decided to walk to the beach and
    drink my juice there
    I stopped three-quarters of the way down the
    boardwalk, about to take a sip of my juiceThe
    glass was tipped, and some of it splattered on one
    bare foot
    Out there on the Gulf, riding in toward shore on
    one of the large, wind-driven waves, was a bright
    green tennis ball
    It means nothing, I told myself, but that wouldn't
    hold waterIt meant everything, and I knew it
    from the moment I saw itI tossed the glass into
    the sea oats and broke into a lunging lurch - the
    Edgar Freemantle version of running that year
    It took me fifteen seconds to reach the end of the
    boardwalk, maybe even less, but in that time I saw
    three more tennis balls floating in on the tide
    Then six, then eightMost were off to my right -
    to the north
    I wasn't watching where I was going and plunged
    off the end of the boardwalk into thin air, arms
    whirlingI hit the sand still running and might
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    black as damnation
    I struggled to my feet, looking wildly out at the
    GulfThere were only a few incoming balls in
    front of El Palacio, but farther north, near Big
    Pink, I saw a green flotilla - a hundred at least,
    probably many moreShe burned the
    picture and she's asleep in her apartment a
    thousand miles from here, safe and sound
    "It means nothing," I said, but now the wind
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    in front of me in cloudsEvery now and then an
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    felt all the injuries of beauty in MrsGrant’s being so well settled in
    life without being handsome, and expressed her astonishment on
    that point almost as often, though not so diffusely, as MrsNorris
    discussed the other
    These opinions had been hardly canvassed a year before another
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    some place in the thoughts and conversation of the ladiesSir Thomas
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    The necessity of the measure in a pecuniary light, and the hope of
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    the rest of his family, and of leaving his daughters to the direction of
    others at their present most interesting time of lifeHe could not
    think Lady Bertram quite equal to supply his place with them, or
    rather, to perform what should have been her own; but, in Mrs
    28
    Mansfield Park
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    confidence to make him go without fears for their conduct
    Lady Bertram did not at all like to have her husband leave Chanel Bracelets her;
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    The Miss Bertrams were much to be pitied on the occasion: not
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    of love to them; he had never seemed the friend of their pleasures,
    and his absence was unhappily most welcomeThey were relieved
    by it from all restraint; and without aiming at one gratification that
    would probably have been forbidden by Sir Thomas, they felt themselves
    immediately at their own disposal, and to have every indulgence
    within their reachFanny’s relief, and her consciousness of it,
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    29
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER IV
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:38 am
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    That and pulling Ashley back from breaking his neck flinging himself
    into the grave after MellyIf it had been the other way around, and
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    Hypocrites! What gives people whose whole life is a lie the right to
    judge me? What's wrong with working as hard as you can, and then
    more
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    happening to anyone, especially a friend? They were wrongHere in
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    2:30 am
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    humbled, she'd agree, and then he'd take her in his arms and kiss her
    "Scarlett! Will you have the kindness to answer me when I address
    a omega watches prices question to you?"
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    "What do you propose to do with yourself? Where are you going to
    stay?"
    "Why, here, of course It had not entered Scarlett's head that she
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    the South, and it was unheard of for a guest to be asked to leave until
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    by
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    And if whoever lived here became one of us,I assured her,then they left this placeOnly a
    human would live this way I trailed off, suddenly afraid, too
    What?She reacted strongly to my fright, freezing us in placeShe scanned my thoughts, looking
    for something I'd seen to upset me
    But I'd seen nothing newelanie, what if there are humans out here–not Uncle Jeb and Jared
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    She absorbed the idea slowly, thinking it throughThey'd kill us immediately
    I tried to swallow, to wash the taste of terror from my dry mouth
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    something we can use as a weapon
    I shuddered at her thoughts of sharp knives and long metal tools that could be turned into
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    features twisted in hate, his eyes two glass orbs reviling death as it overtook him
    The cold eyes of Jason Bourne watched in satisfaction, his mouth taut, rigid, the face of a killer,
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    lips parted, forming the face of a man for whom the weight of a world he loathed had been
    removed
    “He’s gone, Archie,” observed Benjamin at Jason’s side“That bastard can’t come back
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    “How did you get that crowd away?”
    “I told them barges were being sent to take them across the river—about two miles north
    Speaking of Krupkin, I’ve got to get you out of hereCome on, the helicopter pad’s about a
    half a mile awayHurry up, for God’s sake!”
    “Krupkin’s instructions?”
    “Choked from his hospital bed, in as much anger as in shock
    “What do you mean?”
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    issued the order that you weren’t to leave here under any conditionsPut plainly, it was
    unthinkable, but then no one ever thought that the whole goddamned Novgorod would go up in
    flames, either, and that’s our cover
    “Ours?”
    “I’m not your executioner, somebody else isThe word never reached me and in this mess it
    won’t now
    “Wait a minute! Where’s the chopper taking me?”
    “Cross your fingers, Professor, and hope Krupkin and your American friend know what they’re
    doingThe helicopter takes you to Yelsk, and from there a plane to Zomosc across the Polish
    border, where an ungrateful satellite has apparently permitted a CIA listening post
    “Christ, I’ll still be in Soviet bloc territory!”
    “The implication was that your people are ready for you
    “Ben,” said Jason, studying the young m
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    supernatural
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    path, cluttered with old chunks of replica omega asphalt and
    overgrown with Creeping OxeyeCrossing it about
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    of Cocker Spaniel puppiesThe first three were a
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    faded orange that might once have been redThey
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    weary about those smilesThey were hopping slowly,
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    bobcat, they reached the underbrush and
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    He began to creep forward againI asked Wireman
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    time - banyans and scrub pines choked with gray
    beards of Spanish Moss - but Jack bulled the
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    2:30 am
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    The hand with the cigarette holder in it opened
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    my struggle to live and regain a semblance of
    myself may have been paid back by no more than the
    touch of that old woman's handThe eroded
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    "Art is memory, EdgarThere is no simpler way to
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    and then make it new againHow glad I am to know
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    She lifted the hand she'd caressed my head with
    "Tell me what you call that one
    "Sunset with Sophorawhat? Sunset with Conch, Numbers
    1 through 4?"
    I smiled"Well, there were sixteen of them,
    actually, starting with colored pencil-sketches
    Some of those are out frontI picked the best
    oils for in hereThey're surreal, I know, but-"
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    I saw Wireman mouth: Don't tire her out!
    "Why don't I give you a quick tour of the rest and
    then get you a cold drink?" I asked her, and now
    Wireman was nodding and giving me a thumb-and720
    forefinger circle"It's hot in here, even with
    the air conditioningBut
    Edgar?"
    "Yes?"
    "Save the ship paintings for the lastAfter them
    I'll need a drink
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:38 am
    @@@@@ As she spoke, and it was with expression,
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    Fanny, feeling all this to be wrong, could not help making an
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    your gown; you will be in danger of slipping into the ha-haYou
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    Her cousin was safe on the other side while these words were spoken,
    and, smiling with all the good-humour of success, she said,
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    and so good-bye
    Fanny was again left to her solitude, and with no increase of pleasant
    feelings, for she was sorry for almost all that she had seen and
    heard, astonished at Miss Bertram, and angry with Mr
    By taking a circuitous route, and, as it appeared to her, very unreasonable
    direction to the knoll, they were soon beyond her eye; and
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    88
    Mansfield Park
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    She was again roused from disagreeable musings by sudden footsteps:
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    walkRushworth, but it was Julia, who, hot and
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    her, “Heyday! Where are the others? I thought Maria and Mr
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    “A pretty trick, upon my word! I cannot see them anywhere,”
    looking eagerly into the park“But they cannot be very far off, and
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    keyI have had enough of the family for one morning
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    motherSuch a penance as I have been enduring, while you were
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    perhaps, if you had been in my place, but you always contrive to
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    This was a most unjust reflection, but Fanny could allow for it,
    and let it pass: Julia was vexed, and her temper was hasty; but she
    felt that it would not last, and therefore, taking no notice, only
    asked her if she had not seen Mr
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